
I imagine the sun settingflowingdropping into the crease of buildings A mellow skyline, pink and rose and yellow and blushing I imagine everyday beauty I am inside a small room and I never go out. My house is only two storeys high My ambition no higher I crave the softness that comes with smallness All I taste is the gap I never even dream to remove someday I often wonder what other dots in the web are doing It glitches my mind and I get disconnected I bet it’s beautiful outside Even the high-rise residents can’t jog at their beautified parks I wrap my arm around my pillow Take a deep breath I am herenowalwaysforever I pick a movie to watch The deadlines can wait The dead lines aren’t waiting They’re piling up at riverbanks I’m still at home playingwatchingignoring a movie I’m too afraid to murmur a premature thanks I stare at the ceiling My spotify is wailing The only thing moving is the fan.
