I was so lonely that I ran away to be alone
So that it can make sense.
Paper-pink flowers fell on my head today
So I petted a cat
Unafraid
For the first time.
She was hungry, and I gave her nothing to eat
I was holding a paper-pink flower and nothing else.
She left my hungry arm for another woman
I thanked her for feeding the cat
She told me that I may give her a name.
How can I name her, if she is not to be mine?
I ran away again
So that there is no cat
So that it can make sense.
I was thinking about you the other day
How I loved you more than anything
But of course, I had to run away
So that it can make sense
When you see how unlovely I have always been.
I have to keep running away

Because nothing ever makes sense to me.